annier1071

Tomorrow would have been our first anniversary. The time was now ours to enjoy since our kids are grown. We had plans to enjoy each other. After being together for 12 years we finally got married...

My JoeI try every day to be stong like so many on this site. I pray for you all the time that you are happy and strong. I feel like I am holding on to you and not allowing you to be at peace. I am...

JoeThis is my first weekend alone in this house. I didnt go to brooklyn with my family and the pain of us not being here together is like nothing I have ever felt. It is oging to be 60 degrees and we...

JoeI am so upset and confused. That kid said it was you who was speaking through him and how you called him those names (which you would have)...I want in my heart to believe that it was you who...

I am trYing Joe, I really am trying. I know if it was the other way around and I was gone, you would be able to get on with your life, eat dinner, watch tv, see your friends and family. You were such...

I thought I could do this Joe. I could go on wihtout you and keep looking after my girls and waiting for that grandchild surprise, but today I dont think I can. I put on some xmas music and cried and...

its monday morning again Joe and I am still alone here and the house is soooo cold. You know the winters in here were always cold for me. I longed for you to pull the covers up over me in the middle...

Oh Joe,I took another call from your friend upstate John and his wife. They asked if they could speak to you. I had to tell them you passed on. How do you tell your friends that you are no longer...

JoeI know you saw from above, but I had to write down that I went to brooklyn again this weekend. YOu know I always loved brooklyn more than queens but it is not the same without knowing you are...

JoePlease help me down here, I am begging you. Your ex and boys are doing me in. Today I opened the door and saw a garbage pail and bags in our driveway. I was angry at who dumped their garbage in...

I am going to find you the perfect headstone today with nicole. One that is fitting for you but makes me smile when I see it. Afterall, I made sure that I am going to be laying right next to you...

I am here with my family and want to go home. I miss Joe too much. His chair is empty, I want to cry but wont in front of everyone. I wish this was over already.Why are you gone from me? You know you...

Oh Joe,What is happening on this side? I am in such agony tonight from a day of running around like a crazy person. I had to take Abby girl back to stay at the vet for the day while the exterminator...

I found out today that your ex wife (who is executor of his will) is heading to the house upstate this weekend. The house where we were married and you were killed tryign to repair it after the...

I woke up at 3am again just a couple of  hours after falling asleep. I see your face in that hospital bed and I wonder if you cold. I went to the cemetary again yesterday to bring u some...