I am going to pick out your headstone today
I am going to find you the perfect headstone today with nicole. One that is fitting for you but makes me smile when I see it. Afterall, I made sure that I am going to be laying right next to you (actually on top of you ) when it is my time.
I am trying so hard but not feeling like I can take another week alone without you in that house. Do you think I should put up xmas decor. I know you never were a fan of the decorations but you always made a fuss since you know how much I love to decorate. I am not sure if its ok to decorate when you are gone from me on a few weeks. I thought if I put up a tree I would feel you more and the house would be more warm and comfortable? maybe I will...not sure yet.
Your friend charlie and Lizzy called..the first call from any of your friends since you left. I thought they all forgot about me. Charlie is very sad that he does nto have you at snowlift this year. We are going to get together for coffee this weekend and talk. It feels so weird without you. You know how hard it is to entertain and be dizzy the whole time. You know how you would cover for me as I pretended to feel ok...now I have to do it on my own. I am sad....I prayed again to dream of you but it never happens. Please come to visit me somehow if you can. I need to know your around.....I love you forever me~
I am trying so hard but not feeling like I can take another week alone without you in that house. Do you think I should put up xmas decor. I know you never were a fan of the decorations but you always made a fuss since you know how much I love to decorate. I am not sure if its ok to decorate when you are gone from me on a few weeks. I thought if I put up a tree I would feel you more and the house would be more warm and comfortable? maybe I will...not sure yet.
Your friend charlie and Lizzy called..the first call from any of your friends since you left. I thought they all forgot about me. Charlie is very sad that he does nto have you at snowlift this year. We are going to get together for coffee this weekend and talk. It feels so weird without you. You know how hard it is to entertain and be dizzy the whole time. You know how you would cover for me as I pretended to feel ok...now I have to do it on my own. I am sad....I prayed again to dream of you but it never happens. Please come to visit me somehow if you can. I need to know your around.....I love you forever me~
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Hello my friend, I wanted to tell you what I did last year for Christmas. John had just passed in November, and for christmas I was not going to put up a tree at all but I ended up because my Daughter and grandsons were here with me. We decorated a memorial tree for John. He was always the one to decorate the outside, so I put a few lights up outside but ended up not being able to turn those on at all. It may help you if you decide to decorate to do something in honor of your Love. I did John\'s in his favorite colors, and it was beautiful. I found that I took more time with this tree than I had ever before. Love and hugs: Donna
That is such a great idea..I think I will do a memory tree for joe..he hated putting up the tree but always looked at it when I was done...I just want a smaller tree....not that giant 7 foot thing again. Thanx for the great idea!!