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Hey Baby,I was just reading back on my journals to you over the last 15 months. How did I ever get to the place I am today? Looking back on the sale of our home and moving back to brooklyn with my...

JoeI made it to the one year mark and what would have been our 2nd annivesary..we never even got to celebrate the first one before you left me. Now i start the 2nd round of holidays only this year it...

I love you Joe, its just over ten months and I have many mornings where I wake up in the same panic that you are not there for me. I am sure it is because I no longer get out to a job the way I did...

I miss you joe, I love you joe, I can't go on without Joe...nine months now and things grow worse and worse in my life here each day. I am so alone this summer. Mom and crystal went to the upstate...

It is my birthday morning. The first one without you here with me. I want the day to just pass me by but with the girls you know that will not happen.I need to hear your voice "HEY, I love you...

Hi sweetie I have not written in this journal in months now. I know you see how much is happening in my life and the stress that I am goin through and i pray that i am doing the right things Joe. I...

MY JOEI am at such a loss now. Our house sold in just three days, I have to be out in two weeks from now and I have spent weeks donating and getting rid of old things here. I feel like you are...

I love you so much Joe and I knwo I say it so much now and did not say it enough when you were with me. You said I love you every five seconds to me and always asked me why i couldnt say it too? I...

The daffodils I loved so much just bloomed in our yard and the bushes started to bloom too. I cannot find the beauty in it though and you see why.The city cited me for a gas pipe in the basement and...

It is almost five months since I lost you, my love, my life. Things are so crazy and intense and everyting that could go wrong, has gone wrong. Now our tenant has to move since "someone" turned the...

I thought things would begin to get better as the months pass Joe, but it is all falling apart and so have I. I finally had that nervous breakdown. Went to our doc yesterday and he doesnt knwo what...

What a strange thing. Valentine's day will be four months that I lost you. I put up all the beautiful v day card you bought me last year. It was our first year as husband and wife so we both went...

It will be four months on valentines day that you left me. I feel so much worse now than I have all along. I cannot find even a second of relief from this crushing pressure on my chest that I guess...

JoeYou see everyone seems to be movign alone in their live and jobs and I am just stuck. YOu know how down I was all year long after not being able to work again and you know how many years I went to...

JoeYour friends Charlie and Liz came over to see me last night and it was sooo nice. I saved your two leather jackets and those new shoes of yours for him since I know it would fit him nicely and you...