SophiasMom2010
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- Hey ladies, I just wanted to say thank you to all of you.I've been a member here for just over a year, I lost my Sophia September 17th, 2010, and I've just lost my rainbow to an early miscarriage.I would never have known where to even begin to deal...
- Help!!Well, in November I had an early miscarriage, in September 2010 I lost my baby Sophia at 38 weeks. I wasn't planning a pregnancy because my boyfriend was refusing to try again, however I have been showing all the symptoms, (cravings vomiting,...
- I have always been liberal, not to start a political convo, but I thought I should add that in.Before, I supported abortion, it always made me uneasy but I liked the idea that I had the CHOICE whether or not to finish a pregnancy. I support abortion...
- There's not really a reason for me to post today, except that xmas was so hard on us, my BF and me cried all night. I wish so much I had a baby, or even the prospect of trying for another baby on the horizon, but I don't, so I'm asking you ladies...
- Are you still breathing?'cause I just wanted to say I love you.I dream of your arms around me, your hugs and kisses.I dream of what your eyes may look like,an the life you would have had.If it weren't for my weak body,you would still be in my...
- Hey ladies, I read an article the other day about stillbirth and PTSD, it got me thinking. Considering the hell I and others have experienced this last year after losing a baby, I began to wonder if I really do have PTSD. Here are the actual DSM...
- http://bjp.rcpsych.org/content/178/6/556.fullthis is a serious relief to me, finally there is recognition that yes, stillbirth can cause severe mental/emotional distress and YES we DO experience PTSD-like symptoms. I only wish the study wasn't only...
- Last night I just cried like a little girl for about an hour. I couldn't stop beating myself up over what has happened to my two pregnancies. I just couldn't stop thinking of the drinks I had before I knew I was pregnant both times, the sips of wine...
- hey everyone.Well yesterday I had to help my 69 year old dad go shopping for my nieces and nephews. It wasn't too awful, because I have bought toys for the kids in the last year and it got easier every time. but yesterday...I don't know!! Maybe...
- Has anyone else been having nightmares? I lost my baby Sophia Grace Sept. 17th, 2010 at 38 weeks. Its been a journey but I have worked through a lot of the grief and pain. However I think it's now manifesting itself into nightmares. I have had...
- Letter to SophiaHi honey. I guess I'm writing another useless letter to you. It's thanksgiving, 2011. I had a lot of hopes and dreams of you being 14 months old right now, celebrating your second Thanksgiving with your Daddy's family. I thought you...
- Theres a few "mantras" i Like to repeat to myself to keep from totally going nuts lately, mainly when some stupid voice in my head starts telling me what a bad mom I was/am and this is it:"the rest of the world is going to beat you up as much as it...
- Hi. Anyone who has me as a friend on here knows what a hard time I have been having lately. We lost our rainbow and now my boyfriend is completely done trying for another. He's made up his mind and at this point I don't blame him. He has a good...
- today my sister actually had the nerve to say that sometimes she wishes she were in my shoes, and maybe I should hold off on having a rainbow baby. She said sometimes she wishes she was in my place because she's so exhausted with her kids and she...
- I'm sorry for posting so much, but oh well.Am I the only one who is feeling guilty for asking so much from my man? Sometimes I look at him and think, he could have had three or four babies by now, he doesn't have fertility problems and it's not him...