SophiasMom2010
Status: the hardest thing in life is being able to love after every heartbreak
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- Hey, I've never been here before, but I could use some help. This is my Sophomore year and I've completely lost my motivation for everything academic and otherwise. Last fall my baby girl Sophia died and it's been pretty rough since. But I pushed...
- This is a song that always reminds me of Sophia. The Band Perry, "If I die Young"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NJqUN9TClM
- there are 311 members here, yet there doesn't seem to be much activity, I was just wondering if the people on here had moved to a new group? If there's anyone here I would love to chat, I could use some support, thanks!
- Well, I found out the other day that I don't have the clotting disorder that my doctor used as an explanation for losing my baby Sophia. I asked my hematologist why I was misdiagnosed by my original OB-gyn. He said that a blood clotting disorder,...
- Hi ladies, (and a few select gentlemen).I have great/bad news. My blood doctor said they're pretty sure I don't have that blood clotting disorder that I thought was responsible for Sophia's death. which means I don't have to inject blood thinners...
- Hi. Some of you might recognize me from the stillbirth group, and I can't believe I'm finally here ttc with you!It's only been 5 days now. I'm still kind of in shock that my boyfriend is ready to try again. I'm scared and worried. I'm so scared of...
- How can I even begin to think of trying again? It's been a year. We already had unprotected sex 4 times this weekend.But now I'm scared. What if I can't do it? I'm supposed to be on blood thinners, what if I can't inject myself? How can I quit...
- Today was Sophia's birthday. It was like I was living a moment by moment replay of her birth and death. Every hour I was thinking, this time last year I was in labor, last year I was holding her....BUT ... My wonderful man was actually there for me!...
- One year ago exactly I was waking up and rubbing my tummy waiting for my little princess to wake up and start kicking. I was wondering if today would be the day I finally went into labor.She wouldn't move. She didn't karate kick at my poking fingers...
- How can I live without my heart?My sweet little baby girl Sophia, she was beautiful. Dark brown thick beautiful indian hair. Big lips like me and her daddy. Pretty little hands and toes, I could tell she would have been so gorgeous.She was my whole...
- I can't believe it's been almost a year. I've been coming to DS since last December when I was 3 months into this horrible nightmare. :(I remember when I came here that I met some amazing women right away, moms who were still in the hospital bed...
- Can I ask something that is grating on my nerves a lot?Why is it that if a baby lives for even an hour outside the womb, everyone says that you are a grieving mother? Why do people allow parents to be broken by losing a baby as long as he/she has...
- Ladies, How do I do this?It has been a year, and this last month the pain has been the worst yet. I thought I was finally getting better last spring, then I spiraled into a depression so bad my usually spotless house and good grades are wrecked. I...
- MommytoJayden gave me wonderful advice about my baby girls first birthday. She told me that I should go buy some cheap dishes at Goodwill, (is DollarTree cheaper?), bring them home and smash every single one into a trashcan to help get out this...
- Next month on the 17th should have been my only daughter's first birthday. Sometimes I just find myself crying over anything, everything. I cry when I'm just driving down the street and have to pull over to calm down. Knowing that I've been in this...