SophiasMom2010
Status: the hardest thing in life is being able to love after every heartbreak
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- Hello everyone. My name is June I'm starting another diet after I gave up a year ago. My weight has finally started to cause health problems and is impeding my reproductive health, so in short, IT'S TIME TO DITCH THE SPARE TIRE(S).So far I'm...
- Hi ladies,I haven't been on here for so long, but I am hoping you wonderful ladies will help me out this month during what should have been Sophias 2nd birthday on the 17th. Her daddy and I are really struggling this weekend and I would love it if...
- If my baby girl was here, she would be potty training by now. My boyfriend would not be ready to walk out on me, and I would not cry every mothers day. My boyfriend would not have flash backs of her beautiful face bruised purple all day at work, and...
- It has been years since I was date raped. I have no idea how many of these guys had sex with me when I was unconscious and obviously I have no clue if they used condoms. 2 years after the rape I got up the nerve to be tested for EVERYTHING and came...
- Ok, so I may be the only one.My best friend was pregnant at the same time as me, and she had her daughter the day after my Sophia was born, in the same hospital, in the room next to mine. My sister had a baby when I was 5 weeks pregnant, and another...
- No, you don't understand how it feels to stand over your daughter's grave. You don't understand what it's like to lay awake night after night,with tears soaking your pillow.You have no idea what it's like, to be afraid to open your mailboxbecause...
- Sorry, I'm gonna start this out by saying I don't need to hear people preaching at me about rehab, or counseling, I get enough of that at home.I hate when my friends today comment on how much I drink. How can they understand what it feels like to...
- Hi ladies, I had a quick question for you. My Angel died in September, 2010 and even though it's been over a year I am still recovering, (though not even close to the pain I was in a year ago), and the need to get pregnant hasn't one away either. I...
- Hi everyone.I'm a college student, I'm studying psychology and was recommended to a book recently called the "sociopath next door". While reading it, I realized that I did indeed know a sociopath.When I was about 12 I ran away from home. I slept on...
- I just found out a week ago my mom was accepting child support for me until Oct. 2010 when I was 19, and I'm on the edge of disowning her and just moving on with my life.The reason I'm angry is because I moved away from her when I was like 12 and...
- Hey,lilmommakay's DP made me think of this.A few months ago, a little after Sophia's first birthday I came to a realization. Since the day my baby died in September 2010 I haven't been living. I slip in and out of a dark depression, I don't make...
- Hi everyone.Last week I found out that my mother accepted child support for me until I was 19 in Oct. 2010, and I have not spoken to her since. I feel like this could be the end of our relationship. The reason I am so angry is because from the time...
- Hey ladies, as a lot of you know it's been about 1 1/2 years Since I lost Sophia, and it's been 2 months since the miscarriage happened and we quit ttc. However the desire to have another baby is still so strong, my life feels so empty and useless...
- Hey Ladies, I had a question for you all.Ok, I'm at the least a few days late for my January period. However my home pregnancy tests are showing negative still. I have pregnancy symptoms and have had them for weeks now.My question is has anyone gone...
- Hi ladies. I just came back from visiting Sophia's grave today, I cleaned off her's and all the other headstones there from all the debris and leaves the cemetery people don't seem to care about, and talked to her for awhile.Even after all this time...