SophiasMom2010
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- Hey. I lost my baby Sophia a year ago on September 17th, 2010. I just wanted to ask if anyone else has flashbacks like this. Sometimes, even when I'm not thinking about what happened, something will remind me and I get flashbacks to being in the...
- Hey girls.I've been TTC lately, and I tried to keep my posts about it restricted to the TTC group. However there is not as much activity there as there is here, and when I have an urgent question or need advice I come here to the stillbirth group....
- It's really irritating me that we can't chat anymore on the little box that used to be on the bottom of the screen. Waiting for the messages in my inbox is really impeding having serious talks with anyone.Is there still a way to chat on here and I...
- When I lost Sophia last year I was kind of in shock for weeks. None of it felt REAL. I had seen TV shows like "I didn't know I was pregnant" and some other thing where a woman had gotten pregnant WHILE pregnant with another baby, and I kept...
- My boyfriends aunt just lost her only son to a suicide in June of this year. I desperately want to recommend this site to her, as I am in the stillbirth group and DS has helped me more than I could ever say.What can I say to her? Today was her son's...
- Is anyone feeling guilty over planning a new pregnancy? I was just sitting here thinking I hope to God I'm pregnant by Christmas so I can have something good to keep my mind off the bad things that have enveloped me in this past year. All of a...
- well, ladies, its almost the holidays again. I'm scared. Last year I got drunk on halloween, got drunk on Thanksgiving, and utterly ignored christmas. I don't know what I should do this year, it's been over a year since I lost Sophia and most of the...
- I lost my baby girl Sophia last September 17th, 2010. I was 38 wks pregnant with her. Over time the guilt has eased a lot, but sometimes when I try to sleep at night it's like I'm reliving it all again, and some days the guilt is too much to bear.In...
- Hey ladies.I was hoping for some advice or to talk this out with you all. Ever since I lost Sophia I've realized two things about doctors :1) Most of what they do is guesswork2) They train themselves to not be emotionally invested in a pregnancy as...
- Ever since my idiotic doctors changed their minds, I've been wondering what could have happened to Sophia. Part of me regrets not doing the autopsy because maybe I could have had an answer to whether or not she had an unknown birth defect that...
- Right now I'm still waiting on my doctor's test results, I can't imagine waiting until monday to know! It's been over a year since I lost Sophia, I feel like I've been waiting since I got pregnant with her to be able to hold my own baby, thats 22...
- I just saw this posted on another stillbirth website, I thought I should share. This website www.bellybeats.com rents out fetal heart monitors for $25 a month, if you're really nervous about your pregnancy, you should consider getting one, it could...
- I just saw this posted on another stillbirth support group, this website rents out fetal heart monitors for about $25 a month from what I heard. For any moms who are considering trying again, this would be such a huge weight off our shoulders. Good...
- I've been having nausea for over a week now, I'm exhausted and my breasts are itchy! same symptoms as last time, and like last time I took two pregnancy tests at home and one at planned parenthood and they all said negative, so I'm wondering if its...
- I spend a lot of my time now, even a year later, thinking of where my precious baby Sophia Grace is now. My religion doesn't have "name" but my mom was Baha'i (a Turkish religion), and my dad is Native American (Shoshone) I identify as Native and my...