SophiasMom2010
Status: the hardest thing in life is being able to love after every heartbreak
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I feel so much better. I have been needing a good cry for months now. I finally got my first period since October so I guess it kick started my hormones and when I heard "My Father's Eyes" I grabbed...
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It's so easy as a person to think you can control everything. To think you have to be 100% sure about everything and be independent and self confident, to think if you miss one step you are a...
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I am trying to keep it together today. I thought I was okay, earlier at about 12 was when it started going downhill when I realized that my doctor's apt the day I found out about Sophia being gone...
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Today is one of those days when I look at my wonderful boyfriend and I just want to wrap myself around him and be surrounded by his wonderful smell and know that he's mine. I'm surprised honestly...
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I'm trying to keep my head up. All I really want is to get in and see a gynecologist so they can tell me what to do. I keep telling myself not to google adenomyosis because all it's going to do is...
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YEEAAAH!! I lost 35lbs, GET THE REST OF IT OFF OF ME!!
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So I promised myself when I lost the first 25 lbs I would go get my hair permed as this has been something I have been wanting since I was 13. Today, I hit that goal and then drove to the store to...
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I miss my baby today. I woke up reliving every bad thing that's ever happened to me and I just wish I had her here with me to hold and protect, I wish I could have saved her and protected her, but I...
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Sorry I've been gone forever, but I'm back. I ran out of paxil and iron pills and the withdrawal from the paxil threw me head first into some evil mutant depression and the anemia came back full...
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I burned over 1,000 calories during a workout for the first time! Yay me! I finally got off my butt and hooked the wii back up and did some EA Active. It HURT but when I checked my heart rate and saw...
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bah haha ha... Me:3, scale:0Third week in a row of straight weight loss. I am feeling good for once, I'm back on my paxil and working out, I have more energy and I am SO FREAKING motivated to lose 28...
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I'm skipping around between support groups and peoples journals and admiring how much strength and support we all share here. It makes me proud and amazed to see how much we have all been through and...
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Every night these days i am thinking of what it's going to be like when I finally get to have my new baby. I can't wait to start LIVING again. These last two 1/2 years have been like a horrible...
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On saturday I had pizza. Awful awful awful bad. ahhh but it was good. And I only went over my daily calorie intake by about 200 calories after exercise so i guess It wasn't all that awful. I'm not...
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Found out last night that the condition my doctor thinks I may have has a pregnancy loss rate double that of the regular population, and I will only have a short window to carry a full term pregnancy...
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