star755
Status: I hate feeling this low sometimes I think that people would be better off if i wasn't here anymore
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- It's midnight where I live and I can't sleep because everytime I close my eyes I see him the man who abused me when I was a child. I'm just so angry all the time and easily upset I snap at mum for know reason and she keeps asking me what's wrong and...
- I am sick of feeling like this all the time, and now it has affected my work as now I have lost my job that i loved because I couldnt think straight and did something I new was wrong, but at the time i just didnt care, Now that I have no job to...
- I was sexually abused by a family friend for about 5 and half years from ages 10 till I was about 15 and it only stopped because he was moving and couldn't get me on my own. I just can't sleep and when I do manage to fall asleep all I can see him...
- Hi I haven't been on here in a while, but I am haunted by what happen to me when I was growing up as people on here know I was sexually abused for about 6 years from ages of 10 until I was 16 it only stopped because my abuser moved away. I am angry...
- I am trying to put behind me what happened to me when I was growing up, I was sexually abused by a family friend for about 5 and half years it stopped because he was moving away and couldn't get me on my own any more. I just feel so ashamed and...
- Hi it has been a while since I've been on here, I thought I was doing okay, but sometimes it just hits me nd feel like crap and I start crying for no reason some of you on here know that I was seagull abused by a family friend when I was growing up....
- I haven't been on here in a while but I keep on getting flashbacks and nightmares of the sexual abuse I suffered as a child I just don't know how to cope with them they feel so real I know they're not but it is so hard sometimes to cope. The...
- Hi I wish I could forget past what that man did to me growing up but it's not that easy, he sexaully abused me from the of 10 til 15 I think and it only stopped because he moved away and couldn't get me on my own any more, but the damage to me has...
- As I lay here all I can think about is the abuse I suffered as a child I wish I could put what happen to me behind me but its not that easy, I've got to be up early for work tomorrow but as much as I try to sleep I'm scared to incase I have the...
- Hi it's been a while since I've been on here but lately all I can think about is the man who abused me, I have tried talking to my mum but she just keeps on saying that it was a long time ago and that I should just forget about what happen to me....
- Hi all does anyone on here fill lonely because of the abuse they have suffered as children, I have a few friends but only 2 or 3 that i would call really close friends I am a very quiet person and it takes me ages to trust someone that by the time i...
- Hi all as a lot of you know I was sexually abused by a family freind between the ages of 10 till 15 now I am turning 35 soon and I still can't get past what happen to me growing up and I haven't even come to terms with what happen to me whats wrong...
- i know I am being silly, but can't help the way I feel I really do hate myself for what my abuser did to me. I was sexaully abused from ages 10 till 15. And I blame myself which I know it wasn't but I just can't help the way I feel. I really hate...
- I just really don't know how to get past the way I am feeling, I feel depressed all the time even with taking this medication which isn't really working so I still feel like hurting myself I don't know what to do. I feel so alone in the way I am...
- I am feeling so low and ashamed of what I have been through I wish I could forget about the abuse I suffered as child, but I just can't help it I think about it every day now my doctor tells me I am suffering from depression because of it. I was...