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Status: I hate feeling this low sometimes I think that people would be better off if i wasn't here anymore
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- hi i really don't know what i am doing i have just been diagnosed with depression, i was given medication to take and told to come back in a month to see how i am getting on with them. I was sexually abused from ages 10 till 15, i was also given a...
- I know what happen to me when I growing up wasn't my fault but my mum blames me for what happened even though she doesn't believe me. See we had a row before she went to work a couple of days ago, and the last thing she send to me before she went is...
- All I do nearly all night is lay there think about what my abuser dd to me and what he made me do to him, and if I do fall asleep I have vivid nightmares about what he did to me. It had got to point where I am really scared to go to sleep incase I...
- I was wanted to know is it normal not to be interested in having a boyfriend after what I have gone through I have serous trust issues like all men are only after one thing. Problem is this guy came in to where I work and asked me to go out for a...
- I used to go to work to forget about what happen to me, but now it is all I can think about, I get upset very easy I am angey all the time. All I want is to be able to forget about what happen to me, I also wish my mum would believe me when I told...
- I sick of this feeling of being damaged goods and that I not worthy of anything nice happening to me because of what happened to me, I feel dirty and ashamed of what I feel I let happen cos I wanted someone to notice me. He was man dads friend and...
- I am so sick off feeling like this, all dirty and ashamed I just want to forget about what my abuser did to me but I know that it I not that easy I just wish I could control my emotions and not let my emotions control me all I do is cry myself to...
- I keep on getting asked if I am okay by my mum, I keep on saying yes I am fine but I am screaming inside saying no I am not. But every time I try and tell my mum what is wrong she just says that I should just get over it and move on with my life but...
- Because of the sexaul abuse I suffered as a child growing up I am always angry and easy upset. I feel dirty and ashamed of what my abuser did to me and what he made me do to him. I just don't know how to get past thi and move on, it I like I am in...
- I just don't know what s wrong with me, but lately all I can think about is what happen to me growing up. I was sexaully abused by a family friend I thought I could trust but I was wrong everything time I think about what that man did to me, mostly...
- I have been to doctors today to see the doctor to see she will give me something for my really painful period pain I have been getting the last couple of months and nothing I have been taking as helped me so I get in there and the first thing she...
- I can't cope anymore with what happen to me when I was growing up all I want to do is to forget about what happen to me when I was a kid but I can't I just need to talk to someone about it. I am just sick of pretending that everything is okay with...
- I wish i could stop feeling like this, like i have to pretend that everything is okay with me when it isnt. i just dont know what to do to stop myself from being upset and angry all the time because of what happen to me growing up
- I have t been on here in a while but I keep on trying to talk to a friend about what happen to me growing up, but I just clam up and end up not saying what I really wanted to say I haven't really talked to anyone about what happen to me I just find...
- Dear diaryI can't quite believe I had a nightmare about my abuser raping me I mean as far as I can remember he never did. I mean I remember he forced me to give him oral sex but I don't remember him ever forcing himself inside me but as I keep on...