angelscrydragon

I think I have a few worries that I need to try and work through...Where should today's list start? John Jr and visitation... Or the lack of it, and no communication with his dad. I hope that the...

    I find myself sitting here, and I am really not in a good place. I am upset that I feel like my word/opinion means nothing. So first off, what happened is that at the beginning of the week I...

Today my worry is that I am overtaxing my (I define as friends, but am I) coworkers. I define the relationships as friends because I try very hard to participate in anything that is either...

Today sucks already. Today is one of my children's birthdays, and I doubt that I am even going to be able to talk to him. His dad just keeps kicking me out of my child's life, and I don't feel like...

I haven't written anything in awhile. For a couple of reasons I suppose. One, I have been staying busy. Two, nothing really to say. I have been stuck in the middle of finding out how bad my own...

My best friends died on the 13th of January. For a week I felt nothing but sad and numb. In the past week, I have been less sad, though it comes out more when I think about them. The numbness...

1/11/2018Screw everything, everyone, and who the hell else cares. Today already feels like a horrible day, and it just started. I feel invisible, like not even the people who are closest to me see me...

 A couple of days ago my boyfriend and I were in a bit of a discussion/argument. It should have just been a discussion, but as always, the negative voice in my head started up. I have been trying to...

Today is not a terrible day, today is not a terrible day, today is not a terrible day. I think perhaps people are stressed out, and because of this people are uppity, and so maybe not meaning to...

Today is emotional for me. Last night was really hard, but it shed some light on really how damaged my life can be. I expect most people to take me wrong, to not give me a chance. Its not fair, but...

Today sort of sucks. I am thinking about the holidays since Christmas is 4 days away. It is kind of sending me into a bit of an upset state. One of the major reasons that I try not to think about...

I started writing this post when I was concerned with my home life, now that the major concern is over there, let’s see if I can try and put it into coherent thought.Today, I mostly thinking about...

I have a bit on my mind, just can't organize my own thoughts into something more than incoherant babble. Thinking about success, failure, and the worry between. How the negative thoughts come in, and...

So more about this journey I am on. Recently, I have been working on changing one aspect of myself. (One is hard to admit). I am in a very negative mind space most of the time. I focus so heavily on...

Today isn't really day one for me on any account. My depression was first diagnosed when I was a child. Though for the most part it isn't terrible, I find myself sad once in awhile and I can continue...