Bad start to today 12 27

Today is not a terrible day, today is not a terrible day, today is not a terrible day. I think perhaps people are stressed out, and because of this people are uppity, and so maybe not meaning to sound like they are rude, and don’t care. I mean I am pretty sure that I am not a bad person because I wanted to grab a couple of folders, and I figured I would check that they weren’t being used somewhere else. I am pretty sure I am not a bad person because I grabbed the stack of mail that was for me, and something else was in it. It is a simple mistake, and it was fixed when the problem was found. Today seems to be one of those days that I don’t feel like I can do anything right. It really sucks to feel like everyone is just gonna blame me for all of their problems, for everything wrong with work today. It will be okay. It will be okay. I am not a terrible person, and I don’t have to lash out. I don’t have to be stuck in the negative emotions that throw me into my past. I will make my day better just by reminding myself that ‘Today is a new day.’