ColleenF

   I would like to take this opportunity to thank each and every one of you for being here through my ordeal. If I can help you as you have helped me I will be a happy person soon. I love you all!

   I was having some guilt thoughts last night. AfterJeff's heart transplant he was very weak. He had three surgeries in one day. When they finally got him off the ventillator he was very, very...

    I had a very good day today. For the first time since Jeff passed I have not cried today. It is now 10 pm.

It's green Monday? OK, I'll play along. This is week three in my new job. All done w/ training. I think I will be very good at this job.   

   Today I feel somewhat better than last night. When Jeff passed he left many loads of dirty laundry. I've not felt up to doing it as of yet but today is the day. We live in an apt. w/ a small...

   Today was a bad day. I woke up and my son was still dead. I wish someone could do something to help me feel better. Every day I cry and cry. I've lost 40 pounds in the past two months. Granted,...

Have you ever taken a new job that you were quite sure you would love, only to learn that the grass is brown on that side of the fence? You know, the reason I wanted the change was because driving...

   I cannot watch the news anymore, It is far to depressing. I used to be a news fanatic. First thing every day that I did was turn on the AM show. While at work it was talk radio. Sean Hannity was...

   Happy Green Face Day! Today will be a very good day. I'm through training for my new job and will  be thrown into the frying pan. I'll do fine.   My mom and neice are visiting me .My neice...

Dear Friends,   I just got home from work and was handed my son's final autopsy report. I read it, did fine emotionally, but read five pages of medical jargon that did nothing but boggle my brain....

Good morning,   I had such a good day yesterday that when I lost it at bed time last night I just wasn't preared. I think last night was maybe the worst breaskdown yet. I had to be sedated. That...

Today is a good day! It was day two of training for my new job. We played a question-answer game for two hours covering what we learned yesterday and I won! Two free movie tickets! That will be a...

Hi Y'all,   I'm having kind of a bad day. Not horrible, just a little bad. When my son Jeffrey died, my son Tony put together a collage on a foam poster board with wings, about three feet square....

Hi, my name is Colleen. On Dec.24,1981, God gave me a beautiful son. Jeff had a congential heart defect called Tetrology of Fallot. In all, He had ten heart surgeries, including a transplant on March...