ColleenF

 I'm having a pretty good day. My nineteen year old son failed his driving test again. To me this is good news. I don't want him to drive. Love to you all, Colleen

 Today is a good day. I feel good, I am happy. I can't look at this picture and be sad. Jeff named this one "Deep In Thoughts, Clown Thoughts."

This is Jeff in the bed, his brother Tommy in the hat. This was taken in January.      Today might end up alright but it has had a rocky start. My 19 yr old son failed his driving test for the...

Let me start by telling you that Jeff's favorite ice crea treat was Klondike. Today my friend and I were shopping and I saw a new Klondike flavor. Without thinking, I said, "Look at this new pretzel...

Well, here we are. July 21. Jeff has been gone now for three months. I miss him more and more every day. I need to see him, hear him, touch him, smell him. I need him to take this pain away. I cannot...

This is Jeffrey and I in the Jerome, Az jail. About a year ago I took him back, camera in hand to get a 24 year later photo but the jail is sliding slowly dowm the mountain that it is built on so you...

Tonight when I got home from work I had waiting for me a sympathy card from the ICU staff at the hospital where Jeff died. You know, we spent 3 1/2 weeks with these people, got to know some better...

I am going out of town for a couple of days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Catch you all on the return. I love you all. This will be my first time since finding DS that I'll be away.

   When Jeffrey passed away my second son came to live with us. When taking over Jeff's room, he decided to get rid of the hospital bed. Having nowhere else to put it, it went into my room. There's...

Today is a good day. payday, that's always fun!    I have lost control over my emotions twice today, both times at work. Laughing uncontrollably. My coworkers think I'm a nut. Oh well, I'd rather...

My baby Jeff, all grown up. I swear when i  look at this pic w/ that little bit of a knowing grin He can see me. Makes me snicker to myself everytime I look at it. I'm having a much better day...

Yeah, This is why I can still be happy! I am learning to take the happy memories, even the sad ones and turn them into replacements for the grief. Everytime I start to cry or freak out I remember...

 This is Jeff whenhe was four.  This is why I will have a green day today. After spending 25 years with this beautiful face, how could I not be happy?

Today is a good day! The AC got fixed in the middle of the night. I woke up freezing  in the middle of the night with no covers. Anytime you can be cold in Phoenix in the summer it's a good day....

I LIVE IN PHOENIX, ARIZONA AND MY AIR CONDITIONER IS BROKEN. It's 110 dgrees outside and the monsoon humidity is kicking in. The fix-it man has been working for at least 12 hours. If nobody hears...