Today was a bad day. I woke up and my son was still dead. I wish someone could do something to help me feel better. Every day I cry and cry. I've lost 40 pounds in the past two months. Granted, I had the pounds to loose, but still. I thank god for every day that I have and I feel like I'm wasting my god given days in this blackness that has surrounded me. just wish I could find my way through to the sunshine.
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Colleen - Sounds like the roller coast was at the top and is now screaming to the bottom. Just remember that God didn\'t promise us a life without pain and suffering but he did promise us love. Hugs!
honey, it has only been two months. please allow yourself the time to grieve. no one expects you to slap a smile on your face like nothing is wrong. the only thing i want you to do is eat a little something. take care of yourself. be kind to yourself. all of us are going to be right here for you .... on those dark days and the sunny days. i love you! charlayne
Colleen, I have lost 25 lbs. in four months. Not my kind of diet. We all have the blackness but slowly the light will return. Be kind to yourself and just take it slow. You will find the sunshine again. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, Kathy