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 Now it's my Uncle Gary's turn to be in the hospital. It really doesn't look like he'll come home. He has chronic bronchitis and emphesyma. At this point he cannot stand. It's not looking good.  ...

I'm having a pretty good week so far! Yeah!!!

Hi y'all,  More bad news at Casa de Colleen. My mom had a stroke. She seems to be doing very well. We're still waiting for some of the test results but It seems so far like no real permanent damage....

Last week was ineofthe worst weeks that I have had since Jeff died. It was awful. I chose this picture because it reminds me of spring. New life. Jeff named this picture "Deep In Thoughts, Clown...

Maybe tomorrow I'll wear my pretty shoes. Maybe that will pull me out of this funk. I'm so grouchy at work that I dodn't even feel like going anymore. Good thing I love my job. Saving graces.

Hi Y'all, I'm still alive. Well? Somedays yes, somedays no. I just needed a break. I lost my son and a grandfather in April. I was told about the Grandfather but it didn't really register until...

I miss my son more and more every day. I feel him near me sometimes. I know he's turning his computer on. Has to be him. Nobody else is in the room but me. Sometimes I think I'm going crazy. Somtimes...

Just a note to let you know that I'm alive and well. I'm on my way out the door to work. I love you all.

So I made it through Jeff's birthday and Christmas and thought I'd be alright. I was wrong. Yesterday I went to get my hair cut and the lady at the desk asked me my phone #. I guess you need a phone...

I made it!!! Dawn and I had lunch again to prepare ourselves for Christmas without our boys. It worked like a charm for me. I had a wonderful holiday. I got sick with chills and fever the next day...

   Yesterday I had an appointment in an office in my son's surgeon's building. I ran into the wonderful Doc in the elevator. He said that he had been trying to find me to tell me some good news....

I have a great niece who is 18 months old. She has been waving at the ceiling saying "Hi Jeff". Is it true that babies talk to angels?   With Christmas coming and Jeff's birthday being Christmas...

   I have wonderful news!!! My sister speaks!!! TO ME!!!!

My brother-in-law has passed away and my sister still isn't talking to me. I love her so much and I'd like to help her through this but she won't let me near. She does this sometimes. Just goes into...

   We are losing my brother-in-law. He will die anyday now from lung cancer. My sister will not talk to me. I feel like shit. That's all I can get out right now.