ColleenF

  I'm still here. Still alive. Working a lot.   All of a sudden my computer but DS in Bulk and I deleted a whole bunch of you. I'm sorry.   I still don't like being the mom of a son who has...

   I am off to Prescott Valley to spend some time with one of my remaining. I'm so excited!   Our wedding anniversary is on the 29th. My husband bought me a ring with three rubies and two...

This was a wonderful day. My co-workers all noticed how happy and relaxed I was today. I love to be alive today!

Ok, I'm coming out of my funk. Detrol La is helping a little bit already and I have felt no side affects. Some of the pills that I've had have worse side affects than the origional problem.  ...

   I think, maybe, I'm starting to crawl out of my funk a little. Yeah!!!!

   So I know what's wrong with me now. My bladder is too small and it contracts whenever it pleases. Nothing to do really with if I need to pee or not, just whenever it takes a fancy to. I don't...

   Jist a note. I have edited my Profile Page "About Me"  PLEASE READ.

    Well. here we are, It has been six months since my sweet baby died. I am not well today. I hate this new life. I do not want any part of it. I want my baby back. I want my life back.

   I miss my son so much that I want to die........ Then I get all guilty about that...........then.......................It just goes downhill from there,

   I choose to have a good day today.   I had a dream about Jeff last night. He didn't speak, he was just smiling. Jeff had big lips, His smiles could light a room.   It is Friday, that's a...

I had another test today on my bladder, now I cannot pee. It will be two more weeks before I get any answers at all. Other than that I'm hanging in there. My job makes me tired, so between that...

Hi, it's me. I'm still here. My son is still dead. When will this end????

   I hope you all had a good weekend, I did, for a change. I do wish I could have made the trip. Maybe next year.    My job keeps sending me out on the road at night. They just don't understand....

   My computer is giving me problems. It kicks me out of everything. My keyboard needs to be replaced. It is just too much of a hassle somtimes.    I am feeling very well.   I go for another...

  My cat just dicovered the mouse. He is going nuts over the computer!!! This is crazy. He's in front of me and I cannot see the screen.   Someone put a trash bag of Jeff's belongings in my living...