ColleenF

Does anybody know why I'm no longer being sent your journals?

I'm still kickin'. Staying busy & when I'm not I'm watching a lot of movies. Jeff had over 500 DVDs. I'm going to watch them all. Well, not the porn. Yeah, baby was a freak.

   Thanksgiving was weird. I went to my sister's house in another city. My boys stayed here in Phoenix. It was OK to not have them with me this first big holiday without Jeff. I don't know if this...

   Today was a bad day. All funeral days are bad days. Can you believe that someone stole the cross and some stuffed animals  from the roadside memorial? Who could do such a thing? This kind of...

Dad's surgery went very well!!!!! Tomorrow is Monica's funeral. That's all for now, I'm extra tired, Good night.

   I feel as if I'm going crazy. I cannot control my emotions.The loss of Monica has become overwhelming. I still have the Happy Mother's Day balloon that she gave me a year and a half ago. The air...

   Well, I made it through work, only cried when nobody was looking. I feel like I've been beat, my voice is almost gone from crying and I talk for a living.    My son Tony is pretty broken up...

Today is a painful day. I'm going to work. I think that would be best. How can this happen to two families that are so close? Love to you all. Colleen. .....See yesterday's entry.

   Terrible, terrible news. Monica didn't make it. I have invited her mom to join us. Her name is Cher, so if she comes on, please welcome her.   My dad has decided that his surgery can wait...

  I'm doing a little better tonight. This picture is of Jeff and his "fairey godparents" from  Make A Wish. What a wonderful, worthwhile gig they have.   My dad is having his defibrillator...

   Damn. I want to feel better. I'm sick of crying all the time. All of a sudden I'm crying at work, having to leave the office. I hang out on the bathroom more than anyone in the building. I don't...

   It's Tuesday and I'm alive, well, happy and plan to stay these ways!!! Life is good, my mood is very good and I love God.   My question is, since I can see no difference between why I feel...

   I had a wonderful lunch today with another mom from DS! It was so nice to have someone to talk to in person who knows exactly what I'm going through.    I wore my pretty shoes!!!

  It is Saturday and I really had a good day!!! How did this happen? lolI spent the day with my dad, which is always nice. He has an Internal Defibrilator, AICD that needs to be replaced. He is...

   When I got to work today my boss showed me googlemaps.com. I had never seen it before. The first thing that I did on it was to look for University Medical Center in Tucson, where I left my sweet...