Good morning, I had such a good day yesterday that when I lost it at bed time last night I just wasn't preared. I think last night was maybe the worst breaskdown yet. I had to be sedated. That Adavan is wonderful stuff. Today I feel drained and my diaphram hurts from crying to hard. This is not the cleansing sort of crying but the damaging kind. Today will be just as good a day as yesterday. Pray for me please, I can't break down like that at the office. Thank you, Colleen
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oh my sweet Colleen, i am so sorry that you broke. no, it doesn\'t sound like the cleansing kind, but sometimes we have just gotta have that hard cry because we are holding so much in, doing so much, and most likely not taking care of ourselves. and since you realize that it wasn\'t a good cleansing cry, your body has done it\'s job by asking you to take care of YOU! and if you lose it at work, then lose it. i have lost it so many times here that they just think it is a part of me ...which it is. guess we won\'t ever have a set time to lose our control. i am thinking of you. i am here if you need me. i love you, hon. charlayne
Colleen, praying for you my friend. And I agree with Charlayne, if you need to cry no matter where it is cry. I do. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, Kathy
thank you so much for your love and support.