Lola694

here we go again!! it's only 10 am.been up an hour and im starting to feel like shit again emotionally and now physically.  my 'shrink' just increased my meds and that has caused some wickedly...

Thought for the Day. As we are all aware, all of us here have mental,physical,addiction and spiritual difficulties.Some of us have one,some or all of these at different times in our lives.I had to...

Hooray!  i came back unscathed. what a time it was in the blustery snow and watching those men play a game and slip and slide around the field with this ball.Pretty wild to be up that close and to...

wow!!!  i believe i must be crazier than i thought.leaving tomorrow, flight 6 am to wisconsin to watch the green bay packers(Not even the patriots) in freezing freezing freezing cold weather.  i...

thought for the day~Listen to the lyrics of the song "Babylon" by David Gray(Grey).  i know a great many of you can relate to the lyrics in this song.If so,please comment on my journal entry and let...

wow what a week this has been.resisting temptaion,getting off the roller coaster of emotions due to meds finally kicking in,celebrating my anniversary of my sobriety, and dealing with sadness and...

Today i can finally say im feeling good.  this is day 3 for me of feeling well after months and months in lousy 2007 of med asjutments. I am very thankful that today i am finally feeling better...

well, i did it!  Stayed sober for another new years.part of the reason why is b/c i didnt go out but had excrutiating pain in my head due to my meds.In addition,my husband's aunt, well my aunt,...

well, dont know exactly how i feel yet cuz i havent been up long enuf to know yet.My illness allows me a little peace when i first wake up and doesnt hit me like a ton of bricks after about an...

Let us burn one from end to endAnd pass it over to me my friend.burn it long, but burn it slowTo light me up before i goIf you don't like my fire, then don't come around cuz im gonna burn one downyes...

So, out of curiosity if any one can tell me, when is this fuckin pain going to stop.I really am not so sure if i can take another day of this shite.  waiting for new years eve to possibly get some...

Let us burn one from end to endAnd pass it over to me my friend.burn it long, and burn it slow.to light me up before i go.if you dont like my fire then dont come around cuz im gonna burn one down.im...

nothin more than a shitty day all day. may find the need to self medicate some more very soon. sux to feel this way but it works.took a few percsyesterday to relieve some pain for the day.want to...

well its 2:46 am and ive been having a splendid evening since about 11:30 pm.those of you who know about what im talking about will understand and be happy for me.having alot of relief and happiness...

the waiting is almost over. it will be here in a half hour.then we have to go to a party for a couple of hours but id rather wait and do it at home where its safe. wish me luck.Lola***