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Continuing to consume the percocet and cravethe white powdered stuff.  I hate struggling with this shit.  I guessIi should be somewhat proud since I havent picked up any alcohol in almost three...

Continuing to munch my percs and continuing to crave the white stuff.  When will this stop? i hope soon.

Munching percs down like a mad woman and craving my white lines.  I believe they will be in my house tomorrow evening and  I'm very happy about it.  H told me to 4 get about it the last time I...

Oh boy!!!Here it goes again just munching down those percs today b/c it's the only thing that kills my emotional pain until my freakin meds are straightened out.  The other thing that has been hard...

Doing poorly again, craving the white powdery stuff and munching percocet like crazy.  things are miserable for me so far this year!!!

Now that my meds are working for me I feel pretty damn ok.

Still feel like shite.  Going to Pdoc on thursday to see what the hell is going on.  I'm scared this time...

Bipolar just BLOWS!!!

Had to hit the lines again to make myself feel even "normal".  When will my script pills help me?Can't be soon enough.

Instead of beans to help "cure" my depression for the day, I resorted to some nice white lines that I had "leftover" from another nite.  no wonder the stuff is so addictive.  cures the depression...

The dreaded bipolar has reared its' ugly head once again and I can't take it anymore.  Hubby saved two double beans for me today.  He told me they were for emergency purposes, like today!!!  What...

Here it goes with my beans yesterday.  Had none to take today so I've been in complete misery.  I do, however, have a little coke left from the last time and it would make the misery disappear as...

Had no beans for three days and i'm proud.  it's because my meds are starting to work and I have no need for them.  can't wait to tell my P doc about it!!!  Changed my face up here to ok instead...

Had to go and do the coke that I've been waiting for.  What sweet relief the stuff provides.  that's why it's so damn addictive!!!