Lola694

My "package" never arrived last nite but it's a definite for tonite !!!  Finally some relief !!!

My "package" will be arriving at my house at about 10:30-11:00 tonight.AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! Sweet relief !!!!!!

Just waiting for that "package".

I'm not writing any journal entries for a while because they are a waste of time!!!

Just check out the last three entries and you will know what's going on in my life right now.  man, do addictions SUCK!!!

Same as the other days and nights......munch munch munch......sniff sniff sniff

Today is the day I celebrate 3 years of not consuming any alcohol.  I am very proud but having a difficult time not replacing the booze with 2 other chemical addictions.  just for...

Munch munch much....sniff sniff sniff there must be more to life than this!!!!!!

Still munching the percs like crazy and craving the"snow" like mad.  I've got to settle down but I'm having a VERY difficult time doing so.  HELP !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Having a VERY difficult time functioning without the percocet (my beans) and craving the cocaine in a BIG way.  Gotta have it....Gotta have it.....gotta have it!!!!HELLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPP!!!!!

Still munching away on the percs and craving the coke again.  Bad girl!!

Continuing to consume the percocet and cravethe white powdered stuff.  I hate struggling with this shit.  I guessIi should be somewhat proud since I havent picked up any alcohol in almost three...

Continuing to munch my percs and continuing to crave the white stuff.  When will this stop? i hope soon.

Munching percs down like a mad woman and craving my white lines.  I believe they will be in my house tomorrow evening and  I'm very happy about it.  H told me to 4 get about it the last time I...