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Good thing for the invention of the Air-conditioner b/c 2 day is hot!!!!!!!I had to throw my Boston accent,which I dont really have, into the title of my JE today just for kicks.I know parts of other...

Feeling better today but don't want to be under the illusion that this new med is working for me. I can't help but truly belive this may be it this time. I said it so many times in the past that i...

really yucky yesterday but back to ok again today.

This makes it 5 days in a row that i have been feeling well.pretty amazing and interesting to me at the same time.Didnt know my new med was supposed to work this fast.less than one week of...

well....today,so far, is another good one!could THIS med ''cocktail" be the one that works for me FINALLY?  I sure hope so and I'm still hanging onto hope!!! I have to go to court today for a...

wow!Today is actually a good day for me.so was yesterday.I went from dreadful to being ok for the past two days.Is it my med cocktail that is finally working.Dont know b/c it may be too soon to...

Today i am only able to come on here for a minute and wish all of you a happy mother's day!!!For those of you who have no children,I'm sure you are a mom of something or somebody.I haven't been able...

Bipolar is such a freaky,weird illness.Felt fine on sat. and sun. but here it is Monday and im down as a mamma jamma right now.So what do i decide to do,get some white powdery stuff for the day.I...

Well, i did it again!!!had to self medicate with my "beans" (percocets) today.Also, I am quite "jacked up" right now for those of you who know what i mean.Bad bad bad.i should be slapped but...

just when i thought i was getting better, here goes the slump again.my p doc did increase the wellbutrin but i havent felt the effects yet.it's always keep waiting...and waiting...and waiting...oh...

yesterday was my birthday and i stayed completely sober.had an opportunity to self med with percs,coke, and of course my favorite,alcohol but I didnt drink one drop and am proud b/c of it.  Still...

Wow!today is my b-day.i just turned 39.it has been a good day so far and am feeling well for a BIG change.Thanks to all of my friends here at DS.  it is so helpful for me to be here whether i am...

Feeling just like yesterday...decided to go thru with it and boost my meds(wellbutrin) up 75 more mgs.My best friend had a script for 75 mgs and gave it to me.Had to self-medicate again with those...

Once again,just as I start to feel better on this fuckin med "cocktail", here it goes again.My P doc added 200 mgs of wellbutrin to my already mixed cocktail.I think I might just bump myself up to...

over the past two weeks, i have only felt bad 5 of the 14 days.that means 9 out of 14 i felt good.What a change for me.maybe this wellbutrin that my doc added to my med coctail is actually working.i...