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  Lonely

  Posted by: Ceecee1

  Last Reply: DSTRICK 03/14/2018

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  We all know how lonely this life is that we are leading.  I'm just really struggling.  I want a man in my life....ya know, in a certain way.  I won't with my AH anymore (it's been 2 years).  I don't trust him with the constant lying and hiding his drinking and it's my only way of truly expressing how I feel about what he has put me through for many years now.  He's my best friend (why?) and I feel sorry for him, but I just can't give in to that, nor do I want to with him anymore.  I'm...

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  Posted: 03/14/2018

  Ceecee1 commented on the discussion Just venting....

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  Posted: 01/30/2018

  Ceecee1 commented on the discussion Did you tell his family?.

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  Posted: 01/29/2018

  Ceecee1 commented on the discussion The Consequence.

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  Posted: 12/18/2017

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  Posted: 10/26/2017

  Ceecee1 commented on the discussion Another bad night.

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  Just plain mad, and struggling

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  Last Reply: jaxbfalling 10/21/2017

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  Every day I cry and feel sorry for myself, but lately it's turning to anger, and maybe even, dare I say, determination?  I feel like my brain is finally telling my heart to quit being so stupid!  Why, after over 15 years of being lied to, am I still putting up with it all? I guess I feel sorry for him.  But being a second class citizen to a case of beer (a.k.a. his best friend) is just getting really old.   I deserve better.  My AH is a closet alcoholic.  Literally drinks in his closet. ...

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  Posted: 10/20/2017

  Ceecee1 commented on the discussion Finally had enough!.

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  Posted: 10/20/2017

  Ceecee1 commented on the discussion Power.

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  Posted: 10/18/2017

  Ceecee1 commented on the discussion If only I could.

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  Posted: 10/17/2017

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  Posted: 10/15/2017

  Ceecee1 commented on the discussion Newly married and miserable.

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  Posted: 10/12/2017

  Ceecee1 commented on the discussion Some advice to help me get through each day.