VolatileVacuum
Status: This site is so dead. When the hell did that happen?
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I was looking at my old therapist's website during a panic attack (I thought maybe just seeing her picture would help calm me down because she used to help me SO much during attacks) and I saw that...
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Nevermind, I was wrong. They're still here and probably always will be.I can't do this again. I seriously CAN'T. It's only been a week and I already feel like I'm completely losing it. I have no...
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I think maybe my panic attacks are coming to an end. I only had three yesterday as opposed to having them constantly the entire day. I even managed to fall asleep without the help of meds, and I...
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A little under two years ago, I started having severe constant panic attacks out of nowhere. There was no trigger, and absolutely no warning. They lasted for 9 entire days, day and night, without any...
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I feel like I'm not alive, but just existing. I'm like a particle of dust. Ha.
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Joy! My birthday. 20 years on this planet and I've succeeded at nothing but fucking everything up.
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I'm at my end. I can feel it. I'm not entirely apathetic yet, but it's coming. My heart is heavy. Everything hurts. I am so thankful for the weather because I am covered in cuts that people would run...
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My therapist went into private practice and I haven't heard from her since. We were supposed to have a session last Thursday to discuss me seeing her there instead, but she blew me off ONCE AGAIN...
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This has probably been the worst month of my entire life. My aunt died on August 31st and then my uncle, her husband, died 15 days later. Both of cancer, and both deaths were prolonged and extremely...
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I can't handle myself anymore. I don't like who I'm becoming.
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These meds are shit but my therapist is fantastic so I'm not dead
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Started taking 100mg of Bupropion today. We'll see how this goes.
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I'm freaking out. My anxiety is back- not as bad as it was, but getting there. I also feel like complete shit about my therapist seeing me for free now, because it's a waste of time and it's losing...
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I went to therapy yesterday. My anxiety started up about an hour before and got progressively worse (11 hours later and it's still here! Yay). By the time I was in her office I was anxious and...
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I just cut the deepest I ever have in my life. I don't know if I hit a tendon or a nerve or something, but it hurts SO bad and I can't bend my fingers all the way...I fucking hate that this is where...
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