I just cut the deepest I ever have in my life. I don't know if I hit a tendon or a nerve or something, but it hurts SO bad and I can't bend my fingers all the way...I fucking hate that this is where I'm at. I'm 19 years old and instead of living my fucking life, I'm on a support site writing about how badly I just intentionally cut myself open. I didn't imagine this being my life when I was a kid. I didn't even imagine this being my life a year ago. I have therapy on Thursday and I really can't wait to talk to my therapist because she's literally the only person in my life that listens to me. I thought about calling her, because she gave me her cell number and I'm really freaking out, but I feel like it would be such an inconvenience no matter how bad it is.Ughhhhhh. I hate this.
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I\'d definitely get that checked out; if you can\'t bend the fingers completely it could be tendon damage, it could be a lot of things but it sounds like you need medical attention to me.
I didn\'t go to the hospital or anything, but I can move my fingers fine now. I think maybe the bandage was just too tight or something. Thank you though.
Yea that could\'ve been teh prob too; keep stretching the fingers and keep the hand moving just to be on the safe side; you\'re welcome; take care of yourself