VolatileVacuum
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I got 20 vicodin from the dentist. I don't take pills because feeling even mildly high makes me have a panic attack, but I took the prescription just in case the pain was really bad. I put them in my...
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I've slipped into this complete numbness. I don't really feel much of anything emotion-wise. I have panic attacks every now and then, but even when I have them they're mostly physical...a panic...
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I'm so tired of being alive. Its so repetitive and obnoxious. I don't know why I continue to wake up and go through the daily routine of pretending I give a shit about anything when it would be so...
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I'll be 21 tomorrow. I can't drink. I can't get high. My friend is spending the day with her boyfriend instead of me so I'll be alone. The only thing I'm looking forward to are the annual birthday...
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I'm going to be 21 in a month and 6 days, and I am still inthe same place emotionally (and physically, as well) that I waswhen I was 12 years old. Its like my emotional growth has beenseverely...
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I just found out that I gave myself serotonin syndrome a few months ago and oddly enough I'm kind of proud of it. The doctor I was going to prescribed me Trazodone to use as a sleeping aid because I...
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I feel like I've regressed back to being 13... wearing long sleeves 24-7 and laying in the dark listening to music for 99% of the day. I haven't been this hopless in a while and its scary. I'm really...
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Anxiety is STILL here and raging. I've completely given up any hope of it ever going away. I don't have a job, and my mom obviously doesn't care that I'm losing my mind, so I'm still going without...
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I hate my life. I hate myself. I am so sick of ALWAYS being in pain, either emotionally or physically or both.
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I'm well aware that no one cares, but I need to vent. All I ever do anymore is think. Obsessively. Dramatically. Irrationally. Nothing but incessant brain chatter from the moment I open my eyes in...
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I don't know what's going on. I don't know if it's because I'm quitting smoking or just because I suck in general, but my anxiety has gotten so much worse today. I've been fine for a week and a half...
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I feel so uncomfortable and weird. I had a panic attack out of nowhere an hour ago and couldn't calm myself down at all. Finally it eased up a little and I went out to my living room and got online...
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I guess it's safe to say that the panic attacks have stopped for the time being. Sometimes I still get a few physical symptoms when I'm trying to sleep (mostly heart palpitations, choking feeling,...
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I saw my therapist on Wednesday and after sitting down on her couch I immediately started feeling better. We talked for 25 minutes longer than we were supposed to and I left feeling really confident....
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Ughhh this nervous feeling is way to much. It's constant...no matter what I do or think about. It stops temporarily if I turn the tv up really loud and write or when I clean non-stop, but the second...
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