VolatileVacuum
Status: This site is so dead. When the hell did that happen?
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I think the Prozac might be working.I was anxious all yesterday morning until, literally, one second I wasn't. It just stopped and didn't come back. I feel a little anxious now, but that's because...
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I went to the ER night before last and was pumped full of Lorazepam, because of anxiety. They did blood tests to check my thyroid and monitored my heart and all that. The doctor gave me a 30 day...
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I just want my mother. I want her to wake up and walk out here just so I can see her and be in the same room with her. And I want to tell her how sad and scared and upset I feel, and how worthless...
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I wish someone gave a shit because I really need someone that does right now.This anxious feeling hasn't gone away and I've been having little, mini anxiety attacks for four days. I think about...
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I feel anxious constantly. It started last week and I thought at the time it was just the weed I had. But, it persisted. Now I keep having mild panic attacks all day long, and when I'm not having a...
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Every day I realize that I hate my mother more and more with every word that comes out of her mouth. She spews NOTHING BUT negativity, even when she's talking about something positive. All she ever...
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I just found out that my friends have been lying to me about being grounded for days and are partying behind my back. I don't understand why, I didn't think I was that terrible of a person that they...
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. I don't know what to do.
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Until last week I had gone two months without cutting or burning. I wasn't trying to quit, but I either didn't have a blade that was sharp enough for me or the energy to do it. But, sometime last...
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Ha, no dad. You were supposed to come back and save me before you died. Not just die. Silly.In other news, I realized that I talk about death so much around my friends that they don't even notice...
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I feel hopeless and confused and desperate.Everything has been going wrong, and I've failed every goal I've set for myself. I feel like I failed them intentionally as punishment too. I miss my dad.
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I feel so restless and empty. I don't know what to do. No amount of talking or writing will do anything.
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I'm only writing this because I can't cut, and I'm going to explode if I can't get it out.I tried to kill myself yesterday. I don't really understand what happened. I stayed up all night and was in...
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I wish I was dead.I wish I was dead.I wish I was dead.I wish I was dead.
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I went to my dad's memorial service tonight.I shouldn't have. Now I wish I was dead.
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