VolatileVacuum
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I’m so confused and all of my emotions are conflicted, I really don’t know what to do or how to feel.My dad’s obituary was published, and I found out he was living in Idaho this entire time and...
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I just found out my dad was found dead in a motel room last week.It really fucking sucks because I haven’t heard from him in nine years. And when I was twelve, I sent him a letter telling him how...
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I'm scared.Scared about getting a job.Scared about my future.Scared of myself.I just don't want to wake up anymore. It would be so much more convenient.
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Long story short, I made it 17 days without cutting. Then I relapsed and everything fucking sucks again. I turned 18 on Tuesday, and it was the most depressing day of my life. I always thought I...
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I messed up.I just cut eight times. They were bleeding so much that I had to tie two shirts around my arm. And it hurt so bad. But the rush...lets just say, it was worth it. School and my family and...
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My life has been so confusing lately. Things go great for a while, and in an instant I'm back where I started.
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My hair hasn't stopped falling out for three months, my vision has gotten worse, I've started having trouble hearing, and something is going on with my motor skills. I can pronounce words right, it's...
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I’ve hated my dad for eight years because he left my family. But now that I’ve thought about it, I admire him a little too. He just got up one day and decided what was important to him, and...
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I’m so confused about the rest of my life. I can’t get a job: The unemployment rates in this town are higher than they’ve ever been. But even if they weren’t, my social anxiety and extreme...
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I don't want to wake up anymore. I don't want to see anyone. I don't want to talk ever again. There is only two weeks left of school, but that's still far too much. I can't get out of bed, I can't...
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I am not ok. For the first time in my life, I can say that and have it be completely true. My head hasn't stopped spinning for days. My arms are sore and burning. My stomach is balled up in knots....
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Five more days until Christmas break. Five more days of anxiety. Five more days of awkward car rides. And a lifetime of that lonely feeling in the pit of my chest. If it weren't for drugs and...
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I don't understand myself. One minute, I'm completely content and happy, and the next I'm on the verge of killing myself. This has been happening numerous times a day, and I feel like I can't take...
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My eyes were recently opened wider than they had ever been. After being home schooled and living in my own world for three years, public school was a huge change. Since going back to school, I've...
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I messed up.I just cut eight times. They were bleeding so much that I had to tie two shirts around my arm. And it hurt so bad. But the rush...lets just say, it was worth it. School and my family and...
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