getting a divorce

husband just won't let this chick go.  he just cant b honest.  he can easily lie 2 me and i can not tell when hes being honest or when hes lying.  found out that hes been calling her and of course told me he wasnt.  i have tried 2 rreconcile but rreconcile is not possible.  so divorce is eminant.  makes me sad but that will surely pass.  my husband having a secret relationship is not acceptable 2 me.  i told him 2 find another place 2 live asap.  and im shopping 4 a lawyer.  i have 4given myself for not being able 2 stay.  i have 4given myself 4 choosing him in the first place.  and 4 not being able 2 make this work.  i have 4given myself 4 failing.  i know that i shdnt feel like i failed but i do.  so i asked gods 4giveness and ive been 4given and ive 4given myself.  i feel ok.  not glad or content but i can c it in the distance.  i feel peaceful.  and sleepy.  im glad i went through this process rarher than get a divorce in jan.  i know i did i cld do.  theres nothing else i can do.