faithtofly

That moment when your friend asks you how your doing after your break up. You just want to break down , you want to full on scream because your hurting so bad inside. Instead you smile and tell her...

So we broke up this morning. Jen and I. I new it was coming for a couple months now. Girl crush was our song, not so much now. I was in shock all day. She took me to work and I asked what was going...

so I started a new job yesterday at 7-11. A lot Of computer training. I feel bad for my girlfriend she started working at $tree last week and her boss is a total bitch to her she gave her less than...

I new when we started this Poly relationship there would be hurdles. I just didnt plan to feel so damn alone. I sleep by myself , I havent been shown any form of affection in about 2 weeks. I dont...

I should be asleep , like them. But instead I stay awake listening to them sleep. I stay awake, stressed out so much that I want to bury my face in my pillow and cry. I cant , I keep things...

Pacific waves crash against the wall, I feel the crash in my soul. I search myself to make myself grounded , in the present. I dig my feet in the sand. Im here im in the now. I watch the seagulls fly...

so ive been off here for a few years. Update i divorced my wife two years ago moved back to tx for a year and half met some awesome couple and moved to Oregon a few days ago. We are staying in a...

Things are not always what they seem.There is no black or white in my world only gray. I read in between the lines. I look at the sky, I dont see clouds, I see a universe waiting to be explored. As...

I feel lost, my emotions Hurt, sting, burn. i feel wetness in my eyes when an attack comes on, a stupid attack from the past but i hold close I dont let go i dont realease it because i know i wont...

So this is what Healing IS going to look for me,and I say IS because healing WILL happen for me.I am going to be peaceful,relaxed,I will be educated.I will be stronger,Because I know I am not weak.I...

i wish i could be set free, free from my dreams,free from my demons.I wish someone would hear me, help me. I wish someone would know what I was feeling and understand it. I wish i didnt wake up this...

Im struggling today not to hurt myself, Im struggling because I let him walk, Im angry because he believes what he did was okay, he thinks we are all made from clay like it says in the bible and that...

So my mom got back with Johny again, we were actully talking when they broke up, now since sh got back with him again, she wont answer the phone or call me back or text she wont talk to me. So I...

I hate to write this letter because everytime i think of you  get angry, Everytime I think of you i think of how skrewed up I am because I let you get to me.Everytime I think of you I feel like...

They are in my head everyday, They are like un welcome guests that wont leave. They insist on being a part of me .Am I scared to let go?They are apart of who i am, apart of everything I do, apart...