faithtofly

Nobody can feel what i feel insideNobody can tear down these wallsNobody can force me to do anythingNobody knows how angry I amNobody nows exactly how angry I am at myself.Nobody knows that I cry...

I woke up today in a fog,after having a very horrible dream,I dreamt ,that me and the monster were having sex and that i was enjoying it. I cannot believe I just wrote that,im so embarrassed and...

So this has been a weird last few days,I dont know how to handle anything.I cant hurt myself and have no desire to. So im not numb haven't abused any pills either.i dont know what to do....im...

Its all your faultYou molded me into this personNow I cant turn backYou made a bed in my head and Im forced to lay in it.Its all your fault.Why cant I go back?You made a bed in my head and you lay...

You took me ,filled me with poisenYou broke medropped me and shattered my soulNow its going to take a hell of a long time to heal.You took me,you broke me,you hurt meYou made me think it was my fault...

I feel so empty insideFeeling like I already died,What a change from yesterday.Yesterday I thought I might find happinessToday I feel like life its self is over,like theres nothing elseI feel...

 People wonder, where do I find happiness?I like to think that you cant buy happiness, I belive you cant find happiness in objects .But the pursuit of happiness is a journey ,You find happiness in...

Im so fucking sick of everybody letting me down when i need them the most, im always there for everyone, but when i need them they fucking come up with some lame excuse, like today i NEED to get to a...

Tired Dont want to fightNumbCant feel Life falling apart.Falling face firstWho will catch me before i hit the ground? Not use the "feelings" quite yet.I look in the mirror and want to punch the...

Am I fearless?Or do I just not care?I break threw head first.FearlessMy only fear is my fear of what I might do,or might not do.Could I jump out of a airplane? Yes.If it my time to die,who am I to...

So ive thought long and hard about changing my name legally ,because when I get my diploma GED and from college i dont want to feel dirty and shame every time I look at it, I want to put it on my...

Thinking crooked? crooked thinking?Losing my mind.Losing sight of the bigger pictureSpiraling.Questioning everything.Nothing is right.I'm crying and thats not alright.Loneliness has taken its toll on...

im angry at myselfI'm angry becuse I lost who I amI'm angry because I cant look in the mirror without feeling shame.I look at myself and ask "What happened to you?"I'm angry because I cant seem to...

Tears are hard for me to developeI usaually dont let myself get that far down,I surpress emotionI cut, I burn, i punch wallsI have a maskI lead people on to belive that I am stronger than I actully...

Cut me,hate meBurn me,beat meCut me, take away my pain.Burn me,So i can come up for air.Cut me, Breathe meBurn me, feed the addiction.Cut me,to remind me Im Still AliveBurn me, to escape my racing...