Not What They Seem

Things are not always what they seem.There is no black or white in my world only gray. I read in between the lines. I look at the sky, I dont see clouds, I see a universe waiting to be explored. As for myself I am waiting to be explored I am never white nor black im gray. I built my universe with bricks and a coat of paint to hide my uglyness. I want to be found I want to remodel my wall , with honesty,truth,beauty,trust and God. You see things are not always what they seem , sometimes things happen and we hide behind brick and paint .Until we find those we trust and hand them our brick of secrets and also our desires sometimes our future.We stand up we sand out our scars. we remodel. Im so tired of living in my world of gray I want to see red. I dont want to be scared of falling down. I want to pass my test know as life. And leave this world with no regrets.