Freedom and Wishes

i wish i could be set free, free from my dreams,free from my demons.
I wish someone would hear me, help me. I wish someone would know what I was feeling and understand it. I wish i didnt wake up this morning feeling like i was being sufficated because I dreamed of larry's hand over my mouth so i wouldnt make a sound.I wish I could wear something sexy without feeling dirty.I wish my chains would be broken.I wish my heart would mend.I wish my mind would heal.I just want a good nights sleep, I wish i wasnt over-riden with guilt , I wish regret was not in my vocabulary, I'm searching for peace, I NEED INNER PEACE. My head is on overdrive and I cant stand it anymore.