faithtofly

Dear Mom, Im suppose to write this letter to you , I'm not really sure how to write this since im feeling a bit numb right now, yes you made me numb , you took my feelings away hell your the reason...

Hate me for who i amHate me because i dont fit into your worldHate me because I dont fit in your tight knit boxHate me for not agreeing with youHate me because loving me is to hard to doHate me...

Have you seen ME?I look in the mirror I look thru my eyes and see my soulI dont know who I amI lost myself Have you seen me?Can you tell me what you see?In my eyes I dont see me.Can you tell me...

I fightI wonder what the point isI fightI keep goingI hope for some reliefI keep fightingI fall downI keep goingI fight with myselfI fight to LiveI fight to stay alive I fight to say I did...

We all have scaresinside of ousscars on the outside toosome scars are made by the scars on the inside.Some scars get torn openSome linger with there own story to tell.Scars are something you want to...

So this is what Healing IS going to look for me,and I say IS because healing WILL happen for me.I am going to be peaceful,relaxed,I will be educated.I will be stronger,Because I know I am not weak.I...

i wish i could be set free, free from my dreams,free from my demons.I wish someone would hear me, help me. I wish someone would know what I was feeling and understand it. I wish i didnt wake up this...

Im struggling today not to hurt myself, Im struggling because I let him walk, Im angry because he believes what he did was okay, he thinks we are all made from clay like it says in the bible and that...

So my mom got back with Johny again, we were actully talking when they broke up, now since sh got back with him again, she wont answer the phone or call me back or text she wont talk to me. So I...

I hate to write this letter because everytime i think of you  get angry, Everytime I think of you i think of how skrewed up I am because I let you get to me.Everytime I think of you I feel like...

They are in my head everyday, They are like un welcome guests that wont leave. They insist on being a part of me .Am I scared to let go?They are apart of who i am, apart of everything I do, apart...

Im overwhelmed by the darkness, the darkness is wanting to take formMy life is getting harder to take , if i could just let this out ,i wonder if i would be alright ,I get lost in my own reflection,...

So i quit all of my meds more than 10 days ago i quit smoking 4 days ago i got court on monday for the child abuse trial .wooohooo {sarcastic}  im about to fucking lose my goddamn mind. i am...

Everyone has scars,some are better at hiding it than others.Everyone has felt pain.Scars dont go away.We hide our scars with tattoos,clothing and cancealer make up.No matter how hard we try to cover...

 have spent my life running from you, your face, your hands to only be having to see you face to face in a week, to hear your voice again, to shake as I sit on the stand ,as I tell a jury what you...