Girl Crush( ed)

So we broke up this morning. Jen and I. I new it was coming for a couple months now. Girl crush was our song, not so much now. I was in shock all day. She took me to work and I asked what was going on. I was tired of living in limbo and denial. So now the shock is over now I'm just crushed. I moved here to be a family , I moved here because she loved me and wanted me to. No I don't want to move back to TX, I just need to get thru this. I loved her for so long, I cant imagine life without her. It just sucks, how do you just wake up one day and decide your not in love anymore? oh well broken wishes.