faithtofly

So i guess i cant seem to do anything  right for her all i can seem to do right is piss her off or agravate/irritate her.I mean why does she want to be with me if all I do is upset her.Damn I mean I...

Have  you ever ever fell so hard for somebody you would do anything in the world to not  get back up because you want to stay right there with her for eternity?Have you ever cried after sex because...

When the things of this world all lie on you chest.And you feel like your going to die.You ask yourself ,is ever going to get better than today?You keep on going ,you dont give up.You may yell,...

How much longer do I have to deal with thisHow much farther do I have to go?How much faster do I have to runHow much farther will i be pushed ,till I fall over the edgeHow could I be so thoughtless...

When I first started cutting, It was small with safety pins and taks and the metal parts of erasers , I thought I could stop anytime i wanted,I was wrong, Its an adiction like smoking or drinking,...

So I've come to the conclusion that I live a double life.When Im at work or at school or at any social event ,I'm empty, I'm emotionless carefree,no problems at all , totally...

So I just got done watching the new movie "Precious".All I have to say is OMG, I got fucking flashbacks from hell.It even got so back I put my hand over my eyes and kept screaming "NO!" "NO!.Dang I...

I'M not the same ,as I once wasI have changedI'M not the failure I thought I wasThe failure everyone thought I would  beNo, I'M not who I wasNo,I'M bot that pissed off little, girl,who thought the...

Im falling apartbut im wishing my war was overIm falling apartBarely fightingSo much painStill falling apartholding onI have a desire coinheld in the palm of my handMy desire is to keep on...

Anger burnsGet the fuck away from me!isolations,stings just like icejust leave me the fuck aloneHaunting thoughts ,just want them out of my headThe day I was born is next month My brain is in its...

You took me under your wing,and showed me life without substancesYou promised me you would be there foreverfive years later,who knew you wouldnt be here anymore?Why did you make a promise you cant...

Nobody can feel what i feel insideNobody can tear down these wallsNobody can force me to do anythingNobody knows how angry I amNobody nows exactly how angry I am at myself.Nobody knows that I cry...

I woke up today in a fog,after having a very horrible dream,I dreamt ,that me and the monster were having sex and that i was enjoying it. I cannot believe I just wrote that,im so embarrassed and...

So this has been a weird last few days,I dont know how to handle anything.I cant hurt myself and have no desire to. So im not numb haven't abused any pills either.i dont know what to do....im...

Its all your faultYou molded me into this personNow I cant turn backYou made a bed in my head and Im forced to lay in it.Its all your fault.Why cant I go back?You made a bed in my head and you lay...