Feeling unsecure

so ive been off here for a few years. Update i divorced my wife two years ago moved back to tx for a year and half met some awesome couple and moved to Oregon a few days ago. We are staying in a hotel till we find a house to rent. Just stressed because I cant get a job till we find a place because we dont know what city we will end up in. I hate feeling like I have to depend on somebody im use to taking care of myself. Just stressed.