Alone
I new when we started this Poly relationship there would be hurdles. I just didnt plan to feel so damn alone. I sleep by myself , I havent been shown any form of affection in about 2 weeks. I dont know I was under the impression our relationship would be better when we moved here but hell I cant even get her to hold my hand without her pulling away. It just hurts. I sacrificed so much to move here with them. I just feel like she really doesnt want to be with me. Why am I so hard to love?
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Hi I just stumbled across your journal and I don\'t know your situation but I see that you are beating yourself up. There may not be anything wrong with you she may just be going through some issues herself. I\'m sorry for your pain I know how hurtful it can feel when you are not being loved as you should be.
I know we have all been stressed out about the move.
Poly?
Polygamous