You are in My Head

They are in my head everyday, They are like un welcome guests that wont leave. They insist on being a part of me .Am I scared to let go?They are apart of who i am, apart of everything I do, apart of my fears, they take part of how I view myself, and apart of how i react to things . They are apart of how i treat others, and apart of how i trust others. They ae my anger, my depression,my sadness, but never my happiness.They are the tears i cry ,the blade i would cut myself with, the hot metal I burned myself with, they are my bruises on my hand i let anger out with. They are my exhaustion, They are my PAIN.