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The flood is coming

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Posted: 04/16/2017

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I know that the feelings are going to rush in again, like no other. The thoughts are arriving. The voices are creeping into my mind and heart again. The urge to see my blood rush out of my skin is incredible in the wrong way. I am drowning in my own voice. My sleep is going crazy, I hear the sirens again. I am stupid, I am fat, I am useless. That is all that is rushing into my mind right now. I can not believe that this is happening again. I am even sickened by how many I's there are. Who is...
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I can't deny the help anymore.

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Last Reply: jstar845 04/19/2017

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Hello everyone, I just want to lay all my cards on the table. I have tried to commit sucide 5 times and I have been diagnosed with depression since I was 4. I don't know what is wrong with me. I have learned through my mother that I need to suck it up and just smile on. I am so tired of hiding and smiling. I am drained and do not want to deny anymore help. Today has been a bad day. I have not left my room all day except one time to use the restroom. I was feeling better these last 8 months,...
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