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Posted by: nofil69

Posted: 09/04/2020

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Its been a trip through hell the last couple years with no sign of letting upIt has been one battle after anotherI think I reached the end of my ropeMy situation has been a trip through hell making my health get really badMy speach is getting slurred and Im needing a wheelchair And I seen a reasent picture of me and Im ugly afLooking for a reason to keep going
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Posted: 04/03/2017

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Im still here

Posted by: nofil69

Posted: 11/20/2018

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even though I haven't been here in a while... you'd think its because things were going good for me... actually its been pretty badmy medical condition is worse... my relationships keep dying... all my financial shit is getting messed up... basically, my life is getting messed upeven my son dont wanna live with me anymore... he is going to live with his mom after this semester of schooltheres not gonna be much keeping me strong
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Posted: 09/02/2018

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worried

Posted by: nofil69

Posted: 09/01/2018

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this morning my son came home from staying at his friends last night and goes right into the bathroomwhen he comes out he tells me he has been thinking about suicideinstead of getting up and giving him a hug I tell him to go to the emergencythey did blood tests and urine and now he is waiting to talk to someoneI feel bad for him cause Im poor and I cant afford shit for himno sports, no extra activities at school, one or two new outfits for schoolwe dont even have enough to buy good food......
my family

Posted by: nofil69

Posted: 08/28/2018

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my family... usually means brothers sisters cousins uncles aunts... all those right but I lived where I am for 18 years and I can count on one hand how many times someone in my family calledI called the cable company at least three times that much in 18 years so to them cable is more important than meall I have is a couple new friends I have here a stepdaughter I see twice a year but we still talk and chat and my son that lives with meI got 4 people that care about me...
Im doing something wrong

Posted by: nofil69

Posted: 08/23/2018

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when our oldest kids started messing up with school and just wanting to smoke pot all day we did our best to stir him the right direction... but the anbition in him was gonethe middle child she got started hanging with the wrong people and low and behold she lost her focus and ambition and is now with one kids minimum wage job still not graduatednow my youngest kids still has 2 years of highschool and went from regular highschool to an alternative school where he pivcs his own time to go in...
inside Im a mess

Posted by: nofil69

Posted: 08/15/2018

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yes Im doing better but the war inside is still far from being overthis morning I woke up feeling like my life cant get any worseIDK maybe it was a dream I had to get me in that mood but it took all day to get my mind at easewith the MS it limits the things I can dolike before the MS I was able to go fishing or go to the bar to play pool or somethingsince it's to difficult for me to go anywhere I started a new hobbyI sing... I got a karaoke app where I can just sing and singI've never been...
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Posted by: nofil69

Posted: 08/15/2018

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Im feeling good but got a lot of healing to do

Posted by: nofil69

Posted: 08/12/2018

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the last little while I've been feeling good... despite my health not being too good lately... I have this place to thank for that... I've been able to vent here and the feedback was so positivethank you all for your replies... it helped more than you know
taking my life back

Posted by: nofil69

Posted: 08/10/2018

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4 years ago I was on the verge of taking my life back untill I met someone and finding out that someone is not good for me... it took me away from what I was looking for... happinessat the time I decided I didn't need anyone... just live for myself... thats where my happiness is... not in a relationshipnow I decided since I just got out of that go nowhere relationship that was just causing me stress pain and unhappiness...instead of rebounding into another go nowhere relationship trying to...
Bipolar Disorder

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Posted: 08/10/2018

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Breakups & Divorce

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Posted: 08/09/2018

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Bipolar Disorder

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Posted: 08/09/2018

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Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)

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Posted: 08/09/2018

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