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Its been a trip through hell the last couple years with no sign of letting upIt has been one battle after anotherI think I reached the end of my ropeMy situation has been a trip through hell making...

even though I haven't been here in a while... you'd think its because things were going good for me... actually its been pretty badmy medical condition is worse... my relationships keep dying... all...

this morning my son came home from staying at his friends last night and goes right into the bathroomwhen he comes out he tells me he has been thinking about suicideinstead of getting up and giving...

my family... usually means brothers sisters cousins uncles aunts... all those right but I lived where I am for 18 years and I can count on one hand how many times someone in my family calledI called...

when our oldest kids started messing up with school and just wanting to smoke pot all day we did our best to stir him the right direction... but the anbition in him was gonethe middle child she got...

yes Im doing better but the war inside is still far from being overthis morning I woke up feeling like my life cant get any worseIDK maybe it was a dream I had to get me in that mood but it took all...

the last little while I've been feeling good... despite my health not being too good lately... I have this place to thank for that... I've been able to vent here and the feedback was so...

4 years ago I was on the verge of taking my life back untill I met someone and finding out that someone is not good for me... it took me away from what I was looking for... happinessat the time I...

the last few days I have been working on deleteing me off the internetI know it impossible to completely deletes everythingwhy? well for reasons I mentioned before plus I use to live life before the...

I've been away for a while cause I found myself trapped online... with facebook, twitter, spotify and all my social groups... you know what I found?with me online I just find heartache and...

there are many many things I don't talk about... just keep it all in but I'm slowly losing my memories so I wanna share this before it's goneas a teenager I lost my sister to leukemia and with...

instead of posting in each group Im in I'll say it here and hope everyone can see ithey Im wishing you all a great night and continue having a great lifethings with me get hard and what helps me...

I finished my MS treatment almost 2 weeks ago now and I once again feel like I might have futurebefore I wanted a future with someone but now I'm just glad that I have a chance of a future without...

6 years of being alone... not even a date during thatI even make an effort to get out of the house once and a while but lately my MS has progressed even more so now I need to use a walkernow the only...

my life has been over for years... I tried finding someone so Im not alone but that didnt work so Im just here for my son... I tried all my life to try and better my life and I always end up in the...