taking my life back

4 years ago I was on the verge of taking my life back untill I met someone and finding out that someone is not good for me... it took me away from what I was looking for... happiness

at the time I decided I didn't need anyone... just live for myself... thats where my happiness is... not in a relationship

now I decided since I just got out of that go nowhere relationship that was just causing me stress pain and unhappiness...

instead of rebounding into another go nowhere relationship trying to find happiness... I am gonna rebound on a cruise I was gonna take before I met her