I had no idea that watching my brother-in-law drive away with the two dogs would depress me so much...then my hubby decides that he has time to go and play games at his friends house....He does not seem to realize that I am feeling depressed because I really miss those dogs...I am going to miss them jumping on the bed in the morning, waiting for their morning cookie, wanting all of my attention all the time...etc...I guess that is the problem when you get attached. The dogs took my attention away from feeling like crap, feeling inadequate because we do not have children. For the first time in a while I felt happy.Rob was great too. He offered to cook, he vacuumed the house, he picked up after himself and even did our laundry. HE could have done all that stuff because he was bored, but it was nice to have him do it.I guess we need a dog, because this nuture instinct needs to be fulfilled and children do nto seem to be in our future.So this evening I feel alone. Dan has gone to a friends place, Rob is heading back to NS with the girls (doggies), and I am here in bed writing this journal.