I have not written in a while. I have been so sick and tired for the last three months that going on the computer has been a chore. But all of that ended yesterday. I miscarried...no bleeding, just felt the baby drop into my vagina and then a doctor just put in forcepts in and removed it. It was so small and looked to so like a mini baby. I conceived using IUI and I have no idea why I miscarried in the 12th week. was it me or the baby? Now I am scared...perhaps there is more wrong with me than I think...maybe I can never carry a child to full term...I ill never experience giving birth and seeing a child that is both Dan's and mine. Everyone has been quite reassuring that miscarriages for your first is common, but don't you bleed first then the baby drops....just three days ago we recieved the perfect ultrasound then the baby was gone...So now I feel scared and sad....
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That sounds like a very traumatic thing having to go through at 12 weeks and to have actually seen the fetus. How devastating!! Were they going to test it genetically to see if there\'s something wrong? My heart goes out to you.
I\'m very sorry for your loss. That must have been completely devastating. I know you have been going through a lot since losing your brother, and this is just making things worse. I hope that things improve for you soon.
That is so terrible! I\'m so sorry you have to go through this.
I as so sorry that youhad to go through this. Yes I have heard of people having a MC and not bleeding. I am so sorry you have had so much loss in your life. We can\'t help but ask why do bad things happen to good people? I wish I could give you answers. I ask God everyday why he took my twin boys away? I am so very sorry and I wish there were words to heal your heart.I am here for you and you are in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so, so sorry. This is just unfair. Please know that I am thinking of you.
I am terribly sorry for your loss. I also miscarried (back in \'99) with my first pregnancy and I was devastated. I wish I knew what to say to offer you comfort. Just know that I am thinking of you and sending you hugs and prayers.
I am so sorry. It must be so sad to go through so much and then to lose so much.