I am still waiting for AF and I am getting a little frustrated...I wondered if we are preggers, but I will know for sure when i do a blood test on Thursday to see if my progestrone levels are up for an ovulation...if so they will call me to take the med, then the pill then we try to have kids again. It has been a funny last two weeks...people just seem to think that I like to hear about their relatives or co-workers who have just had kids...everytime someone mentions it, i just want to scream...I was pregnant once and lost the baby...it has only been a month and a half, can't they keep that good news to themselves or tell someone else. One of my friends told be 8 times this weekend that her boss is now a grandmother...how wonderful for her. I keep breaking down at the most inconvenient times. I look around during mass and see all the families with babies, the pregnant women just glowing and proud grandparents beaming and I can not understand why? Now I am just venting. Mondays are the days I can just let loose and cry. DH is out with the guys on Mondays and I am alone in the house...i try to clean and get ready for work but it is during these quiet moments when I can allow myself to feel. It is sooooo funny that now I am admiring people who have dogs...DH does not want one because he wants the children first. he does not understand that a dog will take my mind off of TTC and will re-direct my emotions into someting more constructive. I guess he is right. The house is small and our hours are not conducive for having a dog..at least with a child we have my parents close by to help...they may not feel obligated to help with a dog.Well I guess I will watch some tv then say some prayers...who knows in a few months I will be writing about being pregnant again.