DianeMTB

I am pretty sure that after 3 1/2 years of my loss of Smokey on Nov. 15,2009 that I have healed and am ready to move on.  He was the love of my life and my soul mate.  I don't know if there will be...

It sucks being an unemployed 57 year old widow trying to find a job and a csmm (christian soul mate man).  I have been unemployed since 2008 and a widow since Nov.15 2009.  Sunday and today were...

I am 57 years of age.  I have been looking for work since 2008 but in the process had to deal with the loss of my husband in 2009.  I took two years of from job hunting.  I am back on track but...

Smokey died on Nov. 15, 2009.  It took me 3 1/2 years to get to the point where I am okay.I am ready to move on and find someone new.  It was the hardest and most difficult journey in my entire...

Does God hate me or what?  I don't get it.  Why am I not working?  I get out plenty of resumes, go to the job interviews and still nothing.  I give up.  I don't know what else to do and do not...

Disability Pension: you have to be really mentally or physically disabled to collect it.My family put the screws on me to try to collect disability pension. I saw my doctor this afternoon.I don't...

HOW DO YOU COPE WITH THE LONELINESS?I am living in the apartment that Smokey and I shared.I changed the furniture and the living room paint.I changed the bedroom bedding.I can have very full days.At...

I feel that after three years of my loss of the love of my life and soul mate Smokey, I am ready to move in and am healing inside. It took that long. Smokey and I were together for ten years. ...

I truly do not know if I will ever get over Smokey.  He was the one true love of my life.  There will never ever be another as far as I know.  Of course, I am in God's hands and He will do what is...

I am finding it hard to live in Smokey's apartment.I loved and laughed together with Smokey in this place.  Its his apartment.  I got to move in with Smokey.  He was the love of my life.Now, it...

I am still not ready to meet someone after three years since my much loved Smokey died on November 15, 2009.  No one can replace my Smokey.  I don't want a man who goes to the bars all the time...

Are you all alive and well?Did you manage to survive the Christmas Season once again?New Years is coming up in 2 days.  Any plans?  I am just relaxing at home.  Just the way i like it.I am in the...

My older brother Don has Asperger's Syndrome.  He is hard to deal.  We spent Christmas Day dinner together.  I have a hard time talking with him.  We always end up in a shouting match. Our...

My kitchen drawer broke.  I don't know how to fix it.  Smokey fixed everything around here.I emailed my cousin, facebook and the two churches that I attend.  I will wait and see what they say.  I...

I am feeling lonely and miserly today.  I just feel everything that is going on in my life on my shoulders at the moment.Christmas is hard for me without Smokey.  How is everyone coping with...