Did everyone manage to survive the Christmas Season?
Are you all alive and well?
Did you manage to survive the Christmas Season once again?
New Years is coming up in 2 days. Any plans? I am just relaxing at home. Just the way i like it.
I am in the throws of depression. I can't get a job if my life depended on it and it does. Trying to find a christian soul mate at my age is virtually impossible. Nothing seems to be working out right for me. Is God mad at me? Does God care for little old me? Its as if God has wiped His hands of me and doesn't care anymore. i feel lost, abandoned and rejected by God at the moment. Its ironic, but I would have been dead by now if it wasn't for my faith in Jesus Christ. i know it. I was on a bad path before I got saved.
I am at home feeling extremely sorry for myself. I am leaving for church in one hour. I wonder if the service will lift me up. I need answers or solutions to my problems. Not by getting advice as I have had advice up to my yin yang and I am sick of it. I don't want or need advice about getting a job or looking for my soul mate however well meaning everyone is to me. I am tired of it all. I feel lost and alone. Its not a good feeling. THIS TOO SHALL PASS AWAY. I won't feel like this forever. In a blink of an eye, my mood will change. It always does and is a pattern of mine. This Sunday morning I just needed to vent my feelings all out. DON'T REPLY.
Thanks for listening from DianeB
Did you manage to survive the Christmas Season once again?
New Years is coming up in 2 days. Any plans? I am just relaxing at home. Just the way i like it.
I am in the throws of depression. I can't get a job if my life depended on it and it does. Trying to find a christian soul mate at my age is virtually impossible. Nothing seems to be working out right for me. Is God mad at me? Does God care for little old me? Its as if God has wiped His hands of me and doesn't care anymore. i feel lost, abandoned and rejected by God at the moment. Its ironic, but I would have been dead by now if it wasn't for my faith in Jesus Christ. i know it. I was on a bad path before I got saved.
I am at home feeling extremely sorry for myself. I am leaving for church in one hour. I wonder if the service will lift me up. I need answers or solutions to my problems. Not by getting advice as I have had advice up to my yin yang and I am sick of it. I don't want or need advice about getting a job or looking for my soul mate however well meaning everyone is to me. I am tired of it all. I feel lost and alone. Its not a good feeling. THIS TOO SHALL PASS AWAY. I won't feel like this forever. In a blink of an eye, my mood will change. It always does and is a pattern of mine. This Sunday morning I just needed to vent my feelings all out. DON'T REPLY.
Thanks for listening from DianeB
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