I think after 3 1/2 years that I have healed from my loss.

I am pretty sure that after 3 1/2 years of my loss of Smokey on Nov. 15,2009 that I have healed and am ready to move on.  He was the love of my life and my soul mate.  I don't know if there will be another.  I am hoping I can find my Christian Soul Mate.  My ex-husband was not a christian.   Smokey was not a christian man or did not profess that he was but treated me like the bible says a man should treat a woman.  I was blessed.  If its in God's plan for me, I would like to meet a christian man who would also be my soul mate.  I call him my CSMM - Christian Soul Mate Man.  If its in God's plans, great.  If not, God will fill my life so completely that I will not miss it.  We shall see where God's plans for me leads.  It is an interesting path to follow God's.  All the best from Diane B.